Alan G. - Honestly lyrics

A nightmare, long ago now Forced me awake from the pain of my dreams A late-night look in my heart Unearthin a lifetime of grief I yelled out Why should I hide And there in the storm of my lies, said a prayer Raced to the mirror to find An immature child feelin scared Funny when you start to realize maybe youre not a boy anymore And if I want to grow up, what am I waitin for? Here in this mirror Who do I see Am I still a boy Just playin with toys No that isnt me Here in this mirror Could I be free If I say goodbye To all of the lies I once believed Cuz then one boy can Grow into a man Honestly Blinded by visions of fear Chasin illusions that Id never find But those lies would all disappear When one truthful moment was mine Funny when you start to realize maybe youre not the boy that you were Finally fightin to breathe, forever changed, forever sure The boy in the mirror Starin at me I think he knows That I cannot grow Until he leaves So Ill break this mirror Set his truth free And Ill say goodbye To that broken child Cuz thats what I need And then one boy can Grow into a man Honestly Theres not a moment to lose Truth is the light for the wise Every boy must face the time he must choose To see his life with open eyes Here in the mirror Who do I see Am I still a boy Just playin with toys No, that isnt me So Ill break this mirror And set myself free Ill say goodbye To all of the lies I once believed So now one boy can Grow into a man Honestly Now one boy can Grow into a man Honestly