Alan Douches - They Wanted Darkness... lyrics

Sometimes we miss old friends Until we remember they weren't friends You see, treachery in memories always takes a different spin Until it happens again and again And it's that time again You're just in time to break me down You said you want my pain? And I gave you pain I'll give you pain, until it's gone You wanna know my deal? The reason I can't deal? Why I crack under the pressure Of always feeling guilty of never pleasing anyone Because no one here can get over their sh**? But it's that time again There's always time, to bring me down You say you want my heart Just to tear it apart But that's my favorite part of me That's the only part I love You, you can't tell me how to be myself Just wait, I'm gonna try my best to figure it out for myself You can't break me down again Or change my mind on this I'm breaking out of this, your darkness No one's ever felt like this before, oh no No one's ever been like me before I'm sure of it, sure of it You can't tell me, how to be myself Just wait, I'm gonna try my best to figure it out for myself You can't break me down again Or change my mind on this I'm breaking out of this, your darkness Would you die for me if I lived for you? But turn your back on me If I continue to follow my heart? How could you? Throw me away, just let me be And hate me for me (I can't be so, perfectly, untrue for you) Loving a lie, deny me my life But I still love you, but why should I?