AJJ - Lucky Strike lyrics

I'll never be the comfort You lost when you were nine or so I can't fill those big of holes But you knew that about me I never want to wake up Live in your fake memory I want to wake up in your bed f**ing scared Pushing through the bullsh** And working up the nerve to speak I'll never fix your car Or find you another dead end job So lets lay on this carpeted floor And draw with crayons