Airospace - Feint lyrics

[Verse 1] I don't want to meet people I don't really want to party Partly I just want to commit to one shawty Sorry Seems that this wish is never granted Granted, i can barely keep my body standing Famished I'm drained through my skull gone as another part of me Daydreams a dagger penetrating main arteries Camaraderie Keeping me afloat but for so long To Voltron my pride keeps me greedy til i so com So calm - red dot power in this old bomb Finger on the trigger cooking hope without the rhubarb Woke up on the couch feeling stout i hit a new bar Of crazy when my aim was for the Psyduck not the Dewgong I'm a self loathing hatred seeping deeper than a racist Instigating segregation infiltrating second nature Inter-trading with ideals k**ing with the blunt of blade Just to wake up interrupted recognizing he's Jamaican And he's always lived for nothing And this nothing is sustained Chained - to his thoughts with some research Learning through eraser That the change of an ideal is as fragile as the paper That he writes on Solemn heaven's mighty as a prologue Warmer in my heart so i'm always getting low balled Reaching for the f**ing sky with no arms Hold on Suicide's the highway to a new calm - Shape-shifting outlaw til i'm oolong Who's wrong - ooh god Please Neil Tyson don't test me My minds been elevated since dairy f**ed nestle So grab your graham cracker Aubrey marsh is always messy