Airospace - i guess i'm doing this alone lyrics

{Verse 1} Nowadays, I be standing still Drinking in the kitchen, spinning off this grill Shivers live or drown and blacken from the chills Spirit in the beaker, weaker stomach ills Hoping for a brighter Jump to fu*kin' sail, bullets centerfield Praying to the shawty already on my will Letter to my momma, tell her where to kill La Kill Resurrecting human, crack the window shield Hail Mary, touch my gum and find a space to heal Ankles dancing, cursive verses in my Bible Talking Revelation, if a dragon got a horn like seven faces Thеn the devil got a ass past the sеparation, pacing Wood flooring, surely I’m amazing {Verse 2} Apparently it feels This is for my momma, karma's life can heal Broken femur, demon found my Happy Meal Called up {?} {?} fu*k y'all ni**as still Flipped the bird that calls, pigeon found it Casket, never pass it Flip the matchstick, blew the basket Caroline, line snorted, massive b*tch, I’d rather tell the truth than ass slip If I gotta face abuse I've lasted You'd ignore the fu*kin' truth, my last b*tch ni**as always crown to move molasses If I slipped up off a roof, that's classic Betty Boop, a fu*kin' blooper blasted Make a movie {?}