Agent Sparks - Mr. Insecurity lyrics

Please simplify how I'm supposed to do this I'm all alone in this intervention I'll poison waterfalls with tree sap and piss to stand up! I take these vitamins so I can forget About the pointless thoughts taking precedence My imagination makes me useless to stand up and say This is only going to break my heart This is only going to tear me apart This is only going to break my heart So come on! I've lost my mind many dozen a' times I had a heart scan and thought I was going to die Disease and doctors threw me a sign To stand up! I'm a critic and a hundred years old A product of dysfunction, "Oh pity," I'm told I'm never good enough to fill up my bowl To stand up and say This is only going to break my heart This is only going to tear me apart This is only going to break my heart So come on!