After Therapy - I Endure lyrics

Life-a broken dream-abysmal path that's far too much to tolerate it set me up and took me down annulled a joy I could not consummate is it my responsibility to choke back tears while others show their pain even though each night within my dreams visions come that drive my mind insane enemies that I can see-in my bed-sleep next to me say goodbye to the best of my life as I endure the horror alone life-a promise gone-behind a mask-it hides and waits my final gasp opened wounds from closing minds seek to crush me dead within their grasp and is it not an act of blasphemy to wear a smile when inside I just cry knowing that each night deep in my dreams I'll search for ways to just fall down and die enemies I cannot see-sneak behind to torture me say hello to the worst of my life as I endure the horror alone life-ending now-I won't go back-I see what I must do resurrect me someday a better chance if life can start anew for I don't see a possibility to end this low and come back from the fall certainly this night I will not dream tomorrow I will not wake up at all enemies can smile and see-that they have defeated me say goodbye at the end of my life as I endure the horror no more