After Forever - Sins Of Idealism lyrics

(Child) Hello father, hello mother; there is so much I don't get Please don't be mad at me; I will try harder, I'll really do the best I can (Mother) That's not enough You're the cause of my domestic captivity (Child) And I will close my eyes and fantasize of a world that's not so cold (Mother) That's how it will be Suffer the causes of my personal misery I've sacrificed my beauty, my freedom, my dreams, the independent me (Child) Hello father, hello mother; Don't blame me for things I didn't do Yes, I will go now and I'll be silent; please stop your screaming, and love me (Mother) That's all you can see Speak of love while you've ruined what's meant to be (Child) And then I'll close my eyes to fantasize of a world Where I can be free And free to be (Contemplative) Sinner or righteous, the line is so thin Can you condemn it Can you be the one to judge it all Or accuse yourself if the sentence is your life? (Child) Hello father, hello mother; forgive me for standing in your way I just wanted someone who'd hold me and listen, are these illusions, are they (Mother) Only fantasies? Imagine how my life could have been I would still have my beauty, my freedom, my dreams, the independent me (Contemplative) Our course in life is a path we must take alone No one can choose what to do, only you, so the sins we commit are the struggles within There is no judge to decide what is right, what is wrong Tell me, can you live in freedom knowing that your choice hurt someone (Father) Once we had a life and now we have you The saviour of love is a catastrophe I'll leave you both if I must give up my dreams My chances aren't here with you I won't be chained because of this The sins of all, the sinner in me I follow my dreams, you call it blasphemy If my ideals are sins To me they are the strength within Then I shall stay a sinner (Child) I can be free And free to be (Contemplative) Sinner or righteous, the line is so thin Can you condemn it Can you be the one to judge it all Or accuse yourself if the sentence is your life?