Aesthetic Perfection - Sacrifice lyrics

its just a question of time before i forget who you are and what it was to me i cant pretend to understand a thing what if it all comes back? its not what was expected but theres no reason to keep holding on i feel contempt i feel regret and now i see that nothings changed i'm breaking down and its because of you i question why i made this sacrifice everything i do is not enough for you i wonder why do i feel this way? fighting against air fighting against time i dont know where im headed anymore my blind progression leaves no impression of the life i used to know everything that was familiar is now reduced to a pile of dust memories have aged many lives have changed so now its time for me to do the same