Aerodrone - Don't Speak Up lyrics

We'll talk for hours maybe even days And then for weeks and months and years Whatever's left But I'm not listening 'cause nothing that you'll say Will ever change Yea it's all ingrained And I'm going away But before I do, I'll say: You talk like You need me And act like You understood But I've got no meaning Yea I am, just another face And if I am so wrong I'm sorry! It's just the way I feel 'Cause when you are with him You're so on that I just wish I didn't care but I do I wish I could just never ever feel anything You think I don't notice but I'm telling you I do I do I do But in the end it's always trivial And I don't speak So when you think that everything is fine! It's not it's not 'cause I can never get me out of here But I don't speak up None of this is really about you I'm just making it all up in my head and You are really nobody special Even if you were I could care less I don't really feel a connection And your pa**ion bores me to d**h I'm just so unique and so special I don't really need anyone but myself! And I'll pretend that I'm still talking to you (But now I'm going away, going away, there's nothing that I wanna say!)