$aebah - Hesitate lyrics

[Chorus] You'll never see me hesitate I get it straight I been hoping that I'll see some better days When I'm all alone proceed to medicate Think about my dreams and than I meditate [Verse 1] I could say I don't care about the fame But how else are you supposed to know my name I really just want a little change Some recognition and a foot inside the game [Chorus] [Verse 3] I been keeping to my own, i'm sleeping all alone Syncing up the pieces I don't need it set in stone In my head I rome trying to seek a better home Releasing all these feelings cuz I need to get control I see the reaper creeping he's been feeding on my soul Speak into existence what I'll be and than you'll know My enemies wanna see me bleeding on the low Given me a reason instead of speaking i'mma show There's a lot things that I'll never understand If I can you help than i'm doing what I can If you can't help yourself then don't expect my hand Just respect yourself and then become a man I keep running round in circles and I start wonder Is this what I'm meant for if it's not than what a bummer It keeps getting hotter even if it isn't summer Its like a jungle how I keep from going under [Chorus]