Advocates - Destructive Tendencies lyrics

Pull me under but hold me close I wanna feel the beating of your chest I am f**ing delusional without you! My concience is slowly eating me alive I tried to run, tried to hide How can I let go and leave this all behind Somethings got to give Look me dead in the eyes, tell me you can't feel this too? My head is a mess, can't shake this f**ing unrest, in the end it was always you My indecisions have led us to this A broken home, I've got nothing left Pick me up and piece me together Quit making a fool out of me Its time I took what's mine And mend all the bridges that I've burned in time What can I do? My tired bones have always led me to you You're to afraid to speak Im fighting back the urge to say I told you so It's like pulling the teeth from my head Trying to get through to you will f**ing k** me in the end. This house was once our home Now all that stands is the fractured remains we walk upon My conscience is slowly eating me alive Wide awake I've been Counting days, pa**ing time out of my mind Will I ever mend My hollow body, can't take much more of this pain. I'm sorry I could never give you what you need. You hold the knife, now f**ing sever the ties End it all set us free, then chase what you seek Suffice to say that I loved you all the same But you tore my heart out That's not to say I never hurt you myself