Adema - Refusing Consciousness lyrics

13- Refusing Consciousness It Short tempers harsh words that are humble, watching the world, watching the world around me crumble I won Like a brother, like a sister, something like a family I was so lonely, but you saved me Insecurities race through my heart, new sensation realizing my part Your mien has changed like the seasons, we Patience brings heart aches, anger flies, still we try I won To drown in to cope with, inebriate to find when waking that nothing has been changed Take one more drink you can Take one more drink you can So hard to talk about it, how did I know that you would lie about it Stand there and watch you ashamed without it, losing sleep at night I would still dream about it I won To drown in