Addict - Monster Side lyrics

I am young but a fool I am stupid but i'm cool I am kind but i'm weak I can turn the other cheek All i wanted was to find a friend I just can't hide my monster side I can't control the loss i feel The loss i feel If i had another chance I would peacefully advance But as i'm fated to be here Resigned and ridden by my fear I should love my self but my vanity Loves someone else I am the best there is Until all there is Is hot air Unfulfilled i take it out on you Because you care And because i love you I expect you to be there I just can't hide my monster side I can't control the loss i feel The loss i feel