Adaliah - Cursed With Disease lyrics

My insecurities will be the d**h of me My insecurities are all I ever see I can’t seem to find the normal in myself I live with burdens, I live with self-doubt Unmotivated, just hanging on by a thread It seems so selfish… but sometimes I wish that I was dead or just in someone else’s shoes To see this world in a different view I need something new… Cause all my problems keep raining down on me They throw the chains around my neck and I can barely breathe For three years I’ve felt like this I’ve been searching for someone to bring me bliss and put me at ease I’m not asking for much just a sigh of relief And when I saw your face that day…something told me that I would, I’d be okay You showed me a new way but now I’m leaving and I’ll be back some other day Please take me back I want to release myself I want to leave it all behind Cause every day I’m f**ing losing my mind and waking up every day is such a waste of my god damn time Straight to the bottle, it drowns my pain and in this sorrow I’ll slowly waste away I’m wasting away Please take me away Cause all my problems keep raining down on me They throw the chains around my neck and I can barely breathe