Aching Beauty - Pairsonality lyrics

Dreary life unfolding desperately TV screens punctuate my sleepless nights Nothing goes through my senseless body My mind drifts away without a sign Without a sign of might He came to me, rushed and hit me Pulled me out of my despair, revealed my urges Walking to the street, shattered me with each hit We were like brothers, shelters from others Looking for a goal, searching for an idol I need a man to transfigure me He'll be my guide, provide me strength and pride Trying to reach him, I'll achieve my dream The rivalry began to grow between us Being a substitute, I can't bear this second place That girl he's looking at, he doesn't know she's mine He went too far, I have to get rid of him Finally found my god, followed my idol Needed a man to transfigure me He is my guide, provides me strength and pride Trying to reach him, I'll achieve my dream Finally lost my god, destroyed my idol Needed a man to transfigure me He could be guide, provide me strength and pride Now that I've k**ed him... my dreams My dreams