Aces Over Kings - Starting Over lyrics

I'm having my doubts Bad thoughts are running through my brain I said this wouldn't Happen to me I feel the dark cloud Coming over my head It's not supposed to rain today At least that's what he said I know. I believe. I'm scared This will be the last time That I talk to you Know in my heart That it's not true Hope is the hardest When it's all that you have My vision Is turning blue I know I'm safe Cause you hold me in Your hands Why do I regress? I'll never understand Like angels and demons Pulling on my heart Please save me I'm quite a baby So much has changed in my life I can see more clear Than before I want all that life has to offer Even when I know That it's wrong