Ace Grand - Part Two (Quiet) lyrics

[Verse 1: Ace Grand] Uh, ive been trapped inside my mind, Ive been soul searching/ Walking through hell on earth, my soles burning/ See, these tendencies to speak my pain when I paint rhymes, and Hennessey fill me with feelings that I can't find/ I cleanse my soul, k** my liver at the same time/ I pray for happiness, I pray to have a sane mind/ But I need guidance, im always muted and silent/ Uncomfortable and its obvious cause I don't try to hide it/ These parties get stacked with women, im too shy to even speak/ Im far from vain, im splurging earnings so my confidence could peak/ On a fit that complements the sneaks im wearing on my feet/ That's a whole check just to hesitate to leave this seat, f**/ But if a genie in a bottle granted me three wishes, I wouldn't wish for them digits, id wish my bank full of digits/ So many commas I could never overdraw/ Im sill learning that before you take a step, you gotta learn to crawl/ Id wish for success, a life of prosperity/ But keep the fame that's one thing I never cared to see/ I know I bare the seeds/ In this system of clarity, I swear this world that I live in just isn't fair to me/ I work shifts, get treated like I am worthless, when I know that's not my purpose/ My craft ain't perfect, I should be perfecting that throughout my day/ But im forced to conform to being the only one that doesn't have it my way/ So stay on my tracks as if you scared to touch slush on highways/ And soon ill reign over all, like when the sky's grey/ They say that crime pays, but karma always takes its toll/ So when its told im nick young just looking at them sideways/ My third wish id probably pa** down/ To a youngin with nothing trynna dodge them gat sounds/ And hes accustomed to the sh** that he sees on a day to day/ Moves his yay to make pay, just trynna find his escape out the belly of the beast/ Im not the only one with problems/ Im not the only one in need of something, or someone to solve em/ So im often jottin while taking precaution/ Trynna keep my people out a coffin/ I hope that these flowers blossom, I hope im never forgotten/ Reasons why im pursuant, no positive influence, influenced this movement/ They tried to taint my mind with belief that success at this rap sh** is elusive, mustve thought I was stupid/ Mustve thought that I was blind to my God given abilities/ Simple things like hard work, love, shifting my energy/ Gratitude, this LOA leads you to victory/ Or will I have to sell my soul to blow? theres a mystery/ That's just a myth to me/ Ive been saying this sh** was meant to be since times all those dimes belittled me/ Riding benches for four quarters, writing my raps instead of notes in history/ Had a lot on my chest like a pair of triple D's as a scribbled these, lines laces with memories/ Part Two, yeah/ See I got problems on my brain, and im gon drink to numb my pain/ No there ain't much I got to say, and sometimes, sometimes I just need to get away/