Abuhvgxr - Semitransparent lyrics

Lyrics: Who's your god , what is your religion , who's your prophet , do you believe in demons and angels These are the questions which i'm afraid to be asked , i know the answer but my tongue is twisted I can't even answer these questions now what go to the next level meet the viber of the devil They told me if made a good deed i will spend it as a minute And if i made a bad deed i will spend it as prison But in the beginning i didn't believe that god gotta heaven Now let me take you back to my whole past i was a sinner i was a k**er , and i was glad I was a drinker i was a stinker i was a Heller i hampered my parents , i treated them like they're crap So damn I sniffed c**aine i smoke weed almost every day i didn't pray i played the game I was so great for people but for god i was so fake i made a lot of mistakes it was a shame I lost faith i didn't believe in god anyways I was loose cause i got nothing to lose i broke the rules especially at school , when the mentioned my name It was followed by the fool cause they forgot my talent they forgot who i am , so i had nothing to choose So i became an atheist or we can say an idiot , or zaniest i was the craziest i was so raciest But in my heart i tried to pray to God but i was the laziest it was simultaneous Oh does god protects me , oh does god loves me , oh does god corrects me , oh dose god directs me No , i don't even think about it mom , don't talk to be the chosen one i don't wanna pray to god i just wanna have some fun But i was wrong , i know that you could make me cursed , i know it was hurt for people to hear these nods Forgive me god i'm sorry i couldn't stop , i know it's my problem and i will resolve it please give me a chance just a one Allah i'm not justifying i swear to you if i'm alive i will do everything right , i will not be bad i will change my path My name will last forever cause i will not dance with the devil anymore i will attend on the cla** - What happened , it was a dream i need to scream i hear the god calling me to pray what is these tears I will go to mosque and i will meat the sheikh , i will tell him about all of my mistakes and he will till me how to clear He didn't tell me something new , he told me to pray to god and tell him the truth but i just need to pray from my heart And not deny my all deeds , i will be a new person and i will follow the sheet but All i need to do right now is to warn my friends tell 'em about the end , tell them about the angel of d**h Till them about the good trend tell them that we need to find it , tell them that we need to help ourselves Before the judgment day , before the time runs and it will be so late , to compensate our mistakes Are you blaming me , it's okay I've done my best maybe more than it there's nothing left i will go to tell the girl who was with me all the time But i treated her as a pet I'm really sorry could you forgive me , i'm no longer that human being you used to see I've changed a lot and I've promised god to protect you , i ain't hate you, i swear to god i love you and this is the issue But thank you , my friends didn't believe me , my girl didn't believe me The world no longer needs me , i'm sick tired and bleeding But anyway i'm greedy , i'm sorry mamma forgive me I wanna thank you anyway my lade i will go to sleep Now everything is perfect , i warned my friends , apologized to my girl I prayed to God , i have read Quran acknowledged that i'm wrong , the last thing i did i kissed my mom If i died right now , i will be ready to meet God Besm Allah Elrahman El Rahim , the creator of heaven and earth and everything in between Am really sorry for not being the human being you asked me to be , i'm sorry for making a bad deed i'm not achieving my dreams I will do everything possible and i won't be inexhaustible i will get the possibility to do the impossible I'll make my obstacles more soluble i will be audible i will get optimal way to finish the crucible Past belong to saint , future belongs to sinner I'm no longer a k**er , i'm no longer a drinker I'm willing to change cause i wanna be a winner I'm not looking for facung the devil in his last dinner I'm semitransparent , from outside i look like the devil From inside i'm so religious i will not sell my spirit , i will never give it Imma semitransparent