Absynthe Minded - Fortune lyrics

My idols went with my youth My love grows colder with age Horizons expanding at what price? So demanding I want to go back to my youth I am a long way from home The rules they won't change anymore How could one expect that what I did neglect would come back and pull me to my roots I'm so afraid to be afraid I'm not afraid (to be afraid) I'm so afraid to be afraid I'm not afraid (to be afraid) My heartache is no longer true My mind it is filled with excuses I said it too much "there's no time for the past, I am destined to break all the rules" I am a long way from home The rules they won't change anymore How could one expect that what I did neglect would come back and pull me to my roots I'm so afraid to be afraid I'm not afraid (to be afraid) I'm so afraid to be afraid I'm not afraid (to be afraid)