Abstract - Move lyrics

I'm tired of being afraid But nothing's gonna change It's more than just a stupid friend Yeah he's got a hold on me Singing why would you do this Why put me through this All I wanna do I'm tired of saying you love me And hate it All I wanna do is move All I wanna do is move Another night with you again Hands shaking tryna move the pen k**ing me on you I depend No matter what I do you always in my head You took over my life Got me living dreams that keep me up at night Are you even aware of my sacrifice ? Took away any hope of a normal life You laugh cause you know I never wanted that You took over my future to help with my past Is that a deal with the devil? Or is that a deal with a god? Am I just at war with the odds Or am I about to break even? You know that I would be lying to you to say I never think about leaving Somehow I keep on believing Bigger reasons that you keep me breathing I know there's people who need it I just hope that it's right that I lead em I hope you got something bigger planned Cause lately I'm questioning everything But I know that we came too far to go back Just hope that you don't stab me in the back Singing why would you do this Why put me through this All I wanna do I'm tired of saying you love me And hate it All I wanna do is move All I wanna do is move Back in my bedroom studio Thought we'd be outta here years ago Working 2 jobs not countin you You aint really pulling weight like you said you'd do You ain't really taking shape like they said you would You ain't really making moves Like we thought you could But f** it we work till we on for good Millie on Millie when im talkin views It aint like the world hasn't heard what we do Working these hours just so I can move Get back to the city and back to the crew, Back to the grind I swear I'm losing my mind I swear I'm losing the time I swear that I'm overdue for the crown You know I'm working for mine Singing why would you do this Why put me through this All I wanna do I'm tired of saying you love me And hate it All I wanna do is move All I wanna do is move