Abstinence - Betdown lyrics

Scattered thoughts collide and fuse Indicative of my past dementia Once I questioned it all, Now I question nothing except Will I die tomorrow Of I'm born today Strive to survive Choice of Darwin's natural order of selection apparent Why me - why them? Defined answers all illusive, Standing behind yesterday's insecurities Pounding through the ignorance of a childhood long forgotten But suddenly I broke and then realized The relevance of outside ignorance Tormentor transformed from all to myself Striving despite the negativity Overabundance Confusion mounts as I enter my live Today will answer all but one question Multiplied by an inordinate tomorrow Pushing to find solutions to everything Unidentifiable by my darkened sight Betdown I was "Betdown"