Ablaze My Sorrow - By My Own Hands lyrics

I don't want to see any misery that makes me cry Destroyed through with pain and sorrow To stand alone make my long sharp knife Making sure that there will be no tomorrow For far long too I've longed for my d**h Tonight is the night when I say facing goodbye A smile can be seen as I take my last breath Blank turns my eyes... then I die Tonight I'll be leaving this world I'll be leaving by my own hands Tonight I'll be leaving this world I'll be leaving by my own hands My life has been torn to pieces over and over again I'm tired of this s*** and will take it no more For too long I've lived with the anguish and the pain I'll leave this f****** life, suicidal to the core