ABCTAKT - Soliloquies lyrics

People ask me if there were any moments, where I just feel like giving up and I say “yes”… …Moments where I'm asking myself is it really worth it Why am I putting myself through all that mental struggle Can I not just leave it behind and be a normal person… …But then again…For only a moment, not more than 4-5 seconds Then I go back to my real me, considering myself As having no other option and continue walking That long path with superior motivation Just show me the path, I know it's heavy to bear But I know I can make it, I just mustn't deviate Reality can stab you to d**h or drag you to hell But it can sanctify you as well I over stood religion and dumped any stereotype Discorded humanity and saw a modern genocide But in a self-soliloquy myself I found Manifesting spiritually the power of mind Just show me the path, I know it's heavy to bear But I know I can make it, I just mustn't deviate Reality can stab you to d**h or drag you to hell But it can sanctify you as well Human potential is infinite and time will grant you with wealth I've been told that there's no logical way for me to succeed And I still haven't but that doesn't really matter I believe in myself and that's the only place I would ever place my faith Because everything else is misleading and deceitful Like people gathering communities through Christian rituals Society, parents and stereotypes Corrupted my unaffected sincerity But I took it back through hip hop and mind infinity - Reprogrammed myself and met the real me Hanging on a rope- barely alive But now he invigorates to rise to the corruption previous So please remember who you are even if you Have to go through radical discontinuance Because the reconstruction of the new reality is within us They tell me to look positive on life But how is that even possible when you're seeing the truth When everything has been revealed to you Like gazing in the open space from the highest altitude And elevating the self to the sublimes heights Where in a self-soliloquy myself I found Manifesting spiritually the power of mind When people look fake, I completely understand It's difficult to be yourself if there's something for which you stand Especially if you got so many inspirations Who profoundly influence you And I'm not talking about superficially liking a tune Or a single spark of approval… …What I mean is devotion, real familiarity with an artist's emotions Knowing every bit of their fortune even better than your own - A truly aflame support, depicting your desires And resuming your life in the personal Vast search for the total entireness And I'm talking about admiring somebody So f**ing much that you would trade yourself Trying to copy their style And I had to go through that to realize that it's not right And I'm completely sure that I'm not the only one So take this as an advice and follow your own path