Abated Ma** of Flesh - k**er In Me lyrics

How do You see me through Your eyes Are You ashamed of me They say You suffered on the cross And paid my penalty Circumstances, second chances I live my life on repeat If You re the God that they say You are Can Your hand reach me In a time of my emptiness Through the faults of my wickedness For the lack of my gratefulness Can You make it stop I saw You suffer on the cross that night As I laughed and mocked the sight I saw the flesh ripped from Your back I joined the ma**es with a heart so black Was the weeping and the grieving Intended for me I am a k**er of the innocent A growing plague, a pestilence I am the thorn that chokes the seed The spiteful crown that made You bleed When the ground consumes this waste Remember me in the holy place I saw You suffer on the cross that night As I laughed and mocked the sight I saw the flesh ripped from Your back I joined the ma**es with a heart so black