Abandin All Hope - Who I Am lyrics

This is who i am one that i've been waiting for i picture all my problems as something that i love i know it sounds insane i think it's intriguing but that's just who i am this is who i am deadly force of nature i'm the one that they call satan among the awful dead but really it's ok there's really nothing to it 'cause that's just who i am 'til my hair falls out and i'm looking for a concept i'm looking for a hookline i want my next attempt to be the best and i'm wanting to have meaning i'm wanting to be smart but i dropped the bulb this is who i am someone who looks down to those unacquainted people who're always looking up i know it's not ok i think that i'm ignorant but that's just who i am 'til my hair falls out