Abandin All Hope - More Than A Moral lyrics

I've taken a turn 'Bout 20 clicks or more off track and counting This state of denial Has lasted awhile but I've finally got a hold of something I know there's more than a moral But I can't explain it 6 years of b**hing and it's finally come out Who would've known it's the exact opposite Of everything you've ever thought that you felt So now I'm just a hypocrite And everything I wrote No longer means a thing to me I call this place my home I've planned an escape 'Bout 20 times but only twice succeeded A treasure behold Not one piece of gold Escaping wasn't what i needed But tomorrow we'll see Will it feel the same next week The mind's always changing and why Can it never be satisfied (Satisfied)