The knowledge of the knife was already obvious It reaches deep in the heart Never thought, never expected never wanted It happened from a lost soul A soul full of chaos, years ago Rest had been found, but anguish was awaiting Anguish of being hurt again Anguish of being hit again Stability could never be a solution A solution could never end in stability A circle so endless, a circle impossible to break . Last message Going back to chaos Leaving the one and only And never going back To times and places where Rest was found A last letter from an individual Who lost self-confidence? Confidence in life, beauty ness and honesty Always being isolated between that wall The damn wall of protection