Abadawn - Bombs Over Bedstuy lyrics

Verse 1 [abadawn]: I grew up on a dirt road Kicking rocks as i walked Raised by the wolves To feed on livestock Where trees became houses And all of our thoughts Remained in private Unless we talked I looked up and saw bombs over bedstuy They almost blended in with the red sky A little life line - tremble and quake With a finger on the bu*ton no admitting mistakes I watch sci-fi - in my room alone Trying to quit looking at my stupid phone I don't need that - i need a list of facts I need a new app - see if i can bridge the gap Of interactions with me and my friends At this point i'll never see them again An outcry its about time i'm going outside I looked up and saw bombs over bedstuy I looked up and saw bombs over bedstuy They almost blended in with the red sky Not in my lifetime - never i thought Would i be standing in a memory remembering loss I watch sci-fi - in my room with you While we google all the things that we'd rather do I'd rather doodle all the rathers into matter that's new But i can't hide from all the cameras that capture it too I'm going outside - i'm going into the storm I'm going back to the wilderness to be reborn I'm going out into the forest of our social norms Until i looked up and saw bombs over bedstuy Verse 2 [abadawn]: Give me a constant update So i don't ever have to call you I'm not sure if i follow But im sure our plans will fall through I don't wanna seem jaded Because i don't like you All of this is real important To all of our survival Feeling like we're so connected But we're out of touch with the source Give me all of your opinions So they can be ignored The remainder of the timeline Is quickly falling short There's bombs over bedstuy Are they mine or yours?