Aaron Sprinkle - Giving Up the Gun lyrics

You could have tried a little harder You could have been a little stronger; Needed me more With an ocean underneath me Holding on to what tomorrow brings But it's always a storm All this time Keepin' it in Needed some kind of hope But you couldn't begin To see this doubt wellin' up in my eyes Getting harder to swallow this disguise I've been losing a war I just can't fight anymore I'm givin' up the gun, givin' up the gun I'll live to love another day Maybe someday you'll see You made a martyr of me I'm givin' up the gun, givin' up the gun I'll live to love another day I hope That I can brush it off When I get up again Turn in and get some rest I feel so old enough to know What i should learn from this What did I learn from this? I will follow the Son And find my way home I'm gonna go it alone And maybe this time I'll find Some peace of mind