Aaron May - Closed Hands lyrics

Now I done gained more than I lost, but I still feel the opposite Even with the stack of accomplishments, I don't really feel too confident I don't even think I profited, cuz the sh** that's gone worth more than the sh** I got It get lonely the more that you sit up top Yet n***as still creepin' tryna get my spot, that's wild I might just throw in the towel, and let a n***a have it right now Don't know if the sh** worthwhile til you get it and you ain't too proud Til' you look around and you stuck in the crowd That love when you up, give a f** when you down That leave when you lost then come back when you found They say that's how it look at the top of the mound But I done spent, days and nights, putting my all in the sh** I write Praying I ball just how I would like Pray I don't fall trynna get this life And I done went through hard and harder Most of my life I ain't have my father Had bloodline but I barely saw them So the fam I met I felt a part of And that's how it's gon be forever Let go of the pain I would never Cuz thats what's keeping us together Stickin' to the plan through whatever Told em all I would stay in the worse If I had to leave them for the better Told em all I would walk in first Through whatever struggle we endeavor I been walking with my hands closed I don't want your gold I been walking with my hands closed I can't take no mo' I been walking with my hands closed I could never fold I been walking with my hands closed Keep your sh** and go I been walking with my hands closed I don't want your gold I been walking with my hands closed I can't take no mo' I been walking with my hands closed I could never fold I been walking with my hands closed And they stay enclosed Now is this sh** worth it, life ain't ever gon' be perfect This can't be all that it's bout One thing for certain, I'll never give up my purpose for no type of money or clout No type of lifestyle or house, no type of millionaire route Imma say f** the amount If the fam down bad, then I'm down there too, sh** Somehow we gon' figure it out I don't think it's worth it, life ain't never gon' be perfect This can't be all that it's bout One thing for certain, I'll never give up my purpose for no type of money or clout No type of lifestyle or house, no type of millionaire route Imma say f** the amount If the fam down bad, then I'm down there too, sh** We gon figure it out