A Wilhelm Scream - Bulletproof Tiger lyrics

Staring down deep in silence (???) Stepdad was a drunk and every week there was a battle Rubbing elbows with the morning cattle(?) sacrifices (???) evening with the demons and all their surprises I couldn't ask them to leave I just invited them in I can't believe what I just did Shoved my face inside my pillow Said Hail Mary's 'til I turned purple It won't break me down Won't leave me paralyzed I will spit fire On the pyres of the guilty That relate but see right through me I will spit fire I guess you didn't get the note on the nightstand Forgot to read it About setting the house on fire Somehow a witness to my (???) pissed on the evidence Now everybody wants to know where the dog's hiding One day I'll cash your d**h check Buy the greatest and the respectable That thought had crossed my mind Oh yes, that thought had crossed my mind I'll take my chances Walking on the wire Not smart enough To keep my feet out of the fire Where the fear and the pain are buried alive This beast inside metastasizes Crawling deeper, cut wide open Viciously and without warning It won't break me down It won't leave me paralyzed I will spit fire On the pyres of the guilty That relate but see right through me I will spit fire When I've given up all I've got When my guts are tired in knots It won't break me down It won't leave me paralyzed I will spit fire [x2] One day I will cash your d**h check Make believers of the impossible And I might drop my excesses The meanest and the unlikeable But you won't break me down You won't put out the fires That I spit out