A Whisper Rising - Disillusioned, Disa**embled lyrics

I watch as my heroes fade from present to past tense This world is in my hands and I am scared to d**h I'm locked N loaded, I've got nowhere else to go The careless aim of this aimless shotgun falls back To rest defiantly on myself again, oh well... If you could see inside my head, you would see nothing Know me I'm the ba*tard son The one without a face that slips below the surface Disillusioned, disa**embled Still running in one place How can I do this to myself again? Running in circles, my god it won't end I can't go on like this I won't make it Pa** me another bottle, give me another high I need the touch of another girl Man I'll do anything just to feel alive Just to feel alive Know me I'm the ba*tard son The one without a face that slips below the surface Disillusioned, disa**embled Still running in one place Know me I'm the ba*tard son The one without a face that slips below the surface Disillusioned, disa**embled Still running in one place How can I do this to myself again? Running in circles, my God it won't end All the colors have faded grey, Will I survive the day? Know me I'm the ba*tard son The one without a face that slips below the surface Disillusioned, disa**embled Still running in one place Know me I'm the ba*tard son The one without a face that slips below the surface Disillusioned, disa**embled Still running in one place