A Weather - Fond lyrics

What begins to be a devil, when it ends up as a God? So I'm looking for a worthy and a humble way to fall And it's not the kind of thing that changes all you've ever known It's what it does to the little wave blackening the storm It's a low and hard-to-hear voice saying "Everything's alright." Like the faint and yellow glowing of my favourite dying light God, help me to forget the mouse carca** (?) in his drawer Please, I love him still, but I don't wanna love him anymore All the shapes my hands a**ume While always being two hands Now I can hold you down Now I can hold you down Now I can hold you down Now I can hold you down In the morning your alarm was going off a lot of times And it's ringing in the new year, going underneath my eyes I'm unknown but I'm not lonely when I'm only just alone When I've never known how many threads a single sheet can hold I'll do the best that I can Knowing I might fall short Now I begin to rouse Now I begin to rouse Now I begin to rouse Now I begin to rouse And I don't expect a miracle that lightens everything Just a little bit of carefulness and now you've got to leave A finger picking bits of lint from the outside of my coat The hands who tuck the label back inside the collar of my shirt I like the shapes that we made Lying an-hour-and-a-half in the the snow I like the brief way the rain Ruins all traces of having been there Now I can move on Now I can move on Now I can move on Now I can move on