A Weather - All This Time lyrics

I've been searching for something It's so hard to find I think it's somewhere in the back of my mind And I'm afraid to see Yes, I'm afraid to see The way you look at me I've been holding you in You've been pushing me out Sometimes I wonder what this is all about And I'm afraid to see, yes I'm afraid to see I'm afriad to The way you look at me Chorus: All this time All these words All this pain turns into hurt I know it's time for you to go I've been sleeping on the couch You've been seeing someone else I found his things on the top shelf And I'm afraid to hear, I'm afraid to hear The words you say to me I've been holding this in You've been pushing me out Sometimes I wonder what this is all about And I'm afraid to hear, I'm afraid to hear I'm afraid to hear The words you say to me now And you wanted to talk to me You wanted to be set free But I'm afraid to hear Afraid to see Afraid to even f**ing breathe now