A$ton Matthews - Exitus lyrics

[Verse 1: Aston Matthews] Lord make a way I ain't perfect (Lord) Provide the light while I'm searching Lord take away my mom's burdens, before I think about murking And is the work that I'm putting in worth it? Lord knows that I'm putting that work in 40cal lurking in the same burban I'm swerving to work in, what is my purpose? Do I have one? Cause I feel no feelings til I'm filling in this magnum And I f** her til her back numb Man I said i'd stop cheating on the last one Am I a man of my word? Cause that's all I got and my balls, and I let those fall into her My girl heart is gon' hurt and my heart is with her She could do better but she don't, cause she don't wanna run her risk of ending up alone Why do I take advantage of all of that? Cause she home and not calling back Maybe my Paranoia started all of that Or is somebody else the reason for all of that? all of that Why everybody reaching for a handout, Like hard work doesn't stand out Man I came up on my own two, I made me the man that I am now Why my n***a Looney seeing time like that? Why my n***a Ralph gotta die like that? Left behind two kids, cause of a night like that? Why a life like that? [Verse 2: Aston Matthews] Why they all talk like they really want a problem? They don't want War cause we all get involved in Red, Blue, Brown Bet they all get involved in, If its my name that they calling Why they all talk like they really want a problem? Red, Blue, Brown Bet they all get involved in If its my name that they calling, I hope they ready cause we all in Im free falling in this 24 Thinking I done seen the world before I'm 24 (Brick) I bend blocks just to get the dough I got shot and I let him go (Flair) Got me staring in this white light Got knocked and got back in the same night Gotta get back in the same night This life I'm living no it ain't right [Bridge] Im just tryna make a way for me,(Lord) I'm just tryna make it through the day homie If I'm slipping and they waiting on me,Thats why I change clips like a change [?] Granny always said her prayers for me, so I know she really cares for me If I don't make it through the night (whats the word) Just light it up and put one in the air for me Just put one in the air for me(Brick) Just light it up and put one in the air for me(Flair) Just put one in the air for me(Brick) Just light it up and put one in the air for me(flair) Just put one in the air for me(Brick) One time for my dead homies (Flair) If I don't make it through the night Just light it up and put one in the air for me