A Thousand Vows - This is Not an Exit lyrics

[Verse 1: Time] This is not an exit popping pills in Texas Smelling like black label seeing coke on the table Standing on a building or on top of a cliff This is not an exit rolling a hemlock spliff Art and creation is not an escape It's temporary therapy to numb the hate This is not an exit, cancelled eyes and addiction There's no magic, just trap doors for magicians Delusional illusions, cocooned in denial This is not an exit, getting married and a child This is not an exit, affair and divorce Leaving town won't solve your problems, your head is the source Sold out show, I'm waiting for the curtains to open Visions from my past life, dying from choking On my knees praying to the sky like I'm desperate Money and fame, will this be my exit? [Hook: Jason Horodyski] And I can't wait no more So familiar this place Where I can't change or grow From this head space And these spider webs And synapses Chained entrance says No exit here [Verse 2: Time] And I don't even know where I'm gonna go That curtain fell like autumn snow Not really sure what tomorrow will bring I'm running from that Apollo cane Looking in the mirror, my hairs on fire I'm running down the fire escape It's clear my friends are liars, guess I'll retire this cape No seatbelts not an exit, out the windshield I'm ejected I wake up from a night terror, sleep is not an exit Cause when you wake up, everything's exactly how you left it Sex is not an exit, it's just lust being reckless You can't run away and blow them brains You'll be right back with the same old things Lies don't work when the truth's the same Excuses don't work when nothing has changed Silence is not an exit cause with it there's no progression Words can be medicines or weapons But they're worthless without questions The films all over, the credits are rolling Cigarette in my hand regret I'm holding You gotta forgive and let it all go If I don't do that the guilt will grow You can't escape d**h is my only learned lesson And I don't regret a second as I'm walking towards my exit [Hook: Jason Horodyski] And I can't wait no more So familiar this place Where I can't change or grow From this head space And these spider webs And synapses Chained entrance says No exit here