A Shark Among Us - Skindeep lyrics

Its digging deep in my conscience Seeping in through my skin My will continues to falter I'm feeling weak in my limbs I've become The man I feared His face stares back (stares back from the mirror) I never planned to be A f**ing hypocrite I never planned for guilt To make me feel so sick It won't leave the room It won't leave my mind The thoughts ever present It won't leave my side How'd I conceive such hate When were so alike What's the point of forgiveness I'm numb to the lies Its digging deep in my conscience Seeping in through my skin My will continues to falter I'm feeling weak in my limbs I tell myself its not my fault And redemption out of reach I'm placing blame on circumstance Just so i can sleep ( so i can sleep) I've become The man i feared His face stares back (stares back from the mirror) I never planned to be A f**ing hypocrite I never planned for guilt To make me feel so sick It won't leave the room It won't leave my mind The thoughts ever present It won't leave my side How'd i conceive such hate When were so alike And whats the point of forgiveness I'm numb to the lies Its digging deep in my conscience Seeping in through my skin My will continues to falter I'm feeling weak in my limbs If we're all valued on the wait of our sin I no longer feel comfortable in my own skin In my own skin I feel embarra**ed Nothing short of ashamed Feeling accountable Harboring blame Enveloped by the thought Its hard to explain Knowing it makes up who I am And all I knows I'm afraid Uncertainties my guide Its guarding my way Leading me from all that matters Slowly watching it fade When I should latch on to the message Making sure that its safe So I can promise to myself I won't repeat my mistakes In my skin