A Rotterdam November - Unraveling of a Tragedy lyrics

I'm looking at a mirror. Tears roll down my face. Two dark eyes stare back at me, they tell the story of a past I can't erase. God, I come before you. My life is shattered gla**. I wish I had more for you, but unfortunately, this is all I've got left. Chorus: I can't let go, no I cannot forgive, I hate the man living inside my skin. In bloody fields and dirty hands many more tragedies lie within. I'd rather feel pain, just to feel again. It's been so long, I actually don't remember how much my chains weigh. I may be breathing, but don't for once think I'm alive. I may have even dreamed once, but all trace of that is gone from inside my eyes. Chorus Bridge: Do you think you could send the rain, to wash me clean, turn the battlefields green again. I can't let go, no I cannot forgive, I hate the man living inside my skin. In bloody fields and dirty hands many more miracles lie within.