A Hole Inside - Failed lyrics

I take a step back and wait for react If there's no reaction I will take it in another direction There's no way out of this you will find that you are behind Oh my god I think I made a mistake Everything seems to break The more I think I need you the more I wanna push away In here I can't see your face I don't want to you're a f**ing disgrace Don't ever try to reach me I don't need your f**ing sympathy I take a step back and wait for react If there's no reaction I will take it in another direction There's no way out of this you will find that you are behind I don't feel anything I used to know and it was you who threw it away with one throw but now your feelings get to you those you thought you could get thru chipping for air drowning in your own tears you thought you were cold as ice Every time I step out of bed I feel it breaking and I feel that I have failed I have failed I have failed I take a step back and wait for react If there's no reaction I will take it in another direction There's no way out of this you will find that you are behind