A Covenant Of Thorns - Love Crooked Love lyrics

My heart beats out of time With the constant pounding in my head Fear, heartless fear It pulls me away from my dying dreams of Love, evil love A constant craving to be heard Time, wretched time Has stolen away the only things I've ever held dear I've never known love And I've wanted you all this time Every time I try I'm diving hard towards the ground Do I think I can fly? My heart has spun upside down Love, crooked love Drives a stake into the soul Pain, precious pain It's caused by that we are the closest to And I don't need your sympathy Find my way And all I've ever struggled for Is love, crooked love I've never known love And I've wanted you all this time And I've never known love To be anything but a lie I've hated you all my life