A-camp - Angel of sadness - out on the porch version lyrics

Something's watching over me There's someone in my house that I can't see I've asked her many times to leave She tells me she's not evil In my hours of confidence When feeling real and worthy of my friends When I let go of my defense She's waiting in a corner Angel of sadness leave me alone Save me some hours to try on my own When the music is over the silence is on You know I will be yours alone So pick me up and carry me home Life with her is getting hard It's like I'm not the driver of my own car I'm not the holder of my credit card Oh Jesus, make me sober Misery comes and lovers go I lose myself and sometimes I don't know She says I've always told you so But I'll stay with you forever Angel of sadness leave me alone Save me some hours to try on my own When the music is over the silence is on You know I will be yours alone So pick me up and carry me home Angel of sadness angel of grief Save me some hours and please can you leave When the music is over the silence is on I'll be completely on my own But I'll work it out and find me a home