504 Plan - Kristen Beam lyrics

On the morning i woke up and screamed out loud my god what happened to the life that once made me so proud thoughts of dying thoughts of living past today they scream through my head openly in an open minded state now im stuck here bloody flesh and bones and skin its not what happened to my mind this is just the mess im in cant i break, all these chains im sad where were you, i need you im sad we could be, wait and see im sad but of course im not, sane again im sad when you werent old enough to choose can i take that what i want back can i take back what i deserve, or will i be left untill, everyone is dead what will i take for my self can i take back what i deserve, or will i be left until everyone is dead now im stuck here, bloody flesh bones and skin its not what ive done to my life its just the mess im in when i break free from the things that hold me here encumbered by, the sweet embrace of many well earned tears i can speak now, from my heart and to my head im losing touch, im holding on to corpses of words said cant i break, all these chains im sad where were you, i need you im sad we could be, wait and see im sad but of course im not, sane again im sad when you werent old enough to choose can i take that what i want back can i take back what i deserve, or will i be left untill, everyone is dead what will i take for my self can i take back what i deserve, or will i be left until everyone is dead