3 Colours Red - Nuclear Holiday lyrics

I had the best intentions... yeah honestly I paid attention I'm a loose connection... some promise me A soft injection A shallow feeling Defies meaning I need a holiday To blow you all away Lose all the stiffs in my parade I need a holiday A nuclear holiday Just go anywhere, I'll stay Fell on the outside Where giving in comes in like the tide And everybody's shining Perfecting moments in timing A shallow feeling Defies meaning I need a holiday To blow you all away Lose all the stiffs in my parade I need a holiday A nuclear holiday Just go anywhere, I'll stay If I talk your talk the words I say Come back around a different way The end is just a breath away If you ain't got a weapon then you'll never get a say