2pac - So Many Tears lyrics

I shall fear no man, but god Though i walk through tha valley of d**h I shed so many tears Please god walk with me... Back in elementary, i thrived on misery Left me alone i grew up amongst a dying breed As my mind couldn't find a place ta rest Untill i got that thug life planted on my chest Tell me can ya feel me ? I'm not liven in tha past, ya wanna last Be tha first ta blast, remember kato No longer with us he's deseased Call on tha sirens, i seem him murdered in tha streets Now rest in peace Is there heaven for a 'g' ? Remember me, so many homies in tha cemetary Shed so many tears Chorus Lord I suffer through tha years And shed so many tears Lord I lost so many peers, shed so many tears Now that i'm strugglin' in this business By any means, label me greedy gettin green But seldom seen And f** tha world cuz i'm cursed I'm havin visions of leaven here in a hurse God can ya feel me ? Take me away from all tha pressure and all tha pain Show me some happiness again I'm goin' blind I spend my time in this cell, ain't livin' well I know my destiny is hell, where did i fail ? My life is in denial And when i die, babtised in eternal fire Shed so many tears... Chorus Lord I suffer through tha years And shed so many tears Lord I lost so many peers, shed so many tears Now i'm lost and i'm weary So many tears, i'm suicidal, so don't stand near me My every move is a calculated step Ta bring me closer To embrace an early d**h now there's nothing left There was no mercy on tha streets I couldn't rest I'm barely standing, bout to go to pieces, screaming peace And though my soul was deleted, i couldn't see it I had my mind full of deamons tryin' ta break free They planted seeds and they hatched sparking tha flame In my brain like a match, such a dirty game No memories, just misery Painting a picture of my enemies k**ing me in my sleep Will i survive till' tha morning ta see tha sun Please lord forgive me for my sins Cause here i come... Chorus Lord I suffer through tha years And shed so many tears Lord I lost so many peers, shed so many tears Lord knows i've tried, been a witness ta homicide Drive-bys taken lives, little kids die Wonder why as i walk by Broken hearted as i glance at tha chaulk line, gettin' high This ain't tha life for me I wanna change But ain't no future right for me I'm stuck in tha game I'm trapped inside a maze See this tangaray influenced me ta gettin crazy Disillusioned lately I've been really wanting babies So i could see a part of me that wasn't always shady Don't trust my lady Cause she's a product of this poison, i'm hearen noises Think she's f**en with my boys, can't take no more I'm fallin' to tha floor Beggin' for tha lord ta let me in heavens door I shed so many tears... Chorus Lord I lost so many peers And shed so many tears I lost so many peers, shed so many tears Fades... I suffered through tha years and shed so many tears