2Hoodz - Untilted lyrics

I make a sign of a cross standing there just praying if this sh** will ever stop Cause I'm sick to bloody d**h of all the hate and the lies Cause this life is so hard it's even harder to cry But it's hard to find the words in my f**ing mind and I don't know how to talk em so I just pour them out with rhyme But only if you could feel how I feel I feel like slitting my throat if it would f**ing help In my dreams yeah days of f**ing haunted I'm sitting in a dark room while the walls are talking I work my a** of and fingers to the bone I got jesus on the phone and all this f**ing hate are left right in the centre Spitting these raps just proves that I'm better Don't know why but I can see how its coming I think of people and I got f**ing nothing So I slit my wrists to try and stop the pain only makes it worse and now I'm going insane Every morning I wake up feeling more depressed as I'm walking on the path that I f**ing set All this sh**s coming from my heart You all hear it through a song Now I'm thinking is my mind contradicting God sent me here and now I'm on a mission But it's got me thinking should I end it all But then I get reminded I got my raps to live for so I keep going I'm riding to the top you can come with so I can f**ing throw you off I crack a few bottles to try and drown the sorrow it left me thinking will there ever be a tomorrow And these raps are coming straight from my heart Now stop this sh** and play it right from the start