212 Recording - Anxious lyrics

[Intro] I wrote this sh** at a f**ing laudromat 4 in the morning, sh** was overpriced! [Verse 1] I just came home from a meeting with Birdman My lights was off, back to reality I like the type of salary you gettin' When you servin' up the white, it's soft I'm like this hourly, but I ain't no dope man I just maintain and cope man It's hard losing one of your folks man sh** ain't a joke, I spend a lot of time playing with ropes Just trying to cope! Can I hang forever, can a rain man change the weather? Can my whole team hang together? I ain't trying to be no president of foreign affairs Nah I just want me something foreign to wear My adversary say I'm more than prepared It's just like them Say some fake sh** to my face when I be seeing them I'm wanting to fight them, cause I ain't like them And I'll be working hard, but when the things gonna change? [Hook] Everyday is the same sh** I wake up to the same b**h Telling me I ain't sh** I'm anxious, when the things gonna change? [Verse 2] I swear last summer man I swear now I had a 100 grands Like this money was the object Now it's just another issue That I'm into lock with the necessary Cash money make a man legendary I don't know if I was ready for that But my come up it was Heavenly mapped And my mind was already tapped Ready to rap, ready to lap These other mother f**ers, they wack! My series of step, be the ones that appear to be best But appearance ain't everything possession is nine tenths of the law What's the chances I'm possessing it all? I'm getting blessings from the one that they call! God, still don't know if I'm a give him a name I think the Universe is hard to explain (word) Truth be told it's even harder to change And change gonna come Least say the song with the lady on it They say my sh** hard whenever baby on it But I be thinkin' more like Kendrick Lamar Is it impossible to enter the stars from where I are And everybody thinking that I'm on Cause of some Instagram photos on my iPhone I just tell them that the drive's long And they don't understand the journey that I flown See, I was Orlando born and rasied My father took his own life I was 16 sh** ain't a dream It's been three years They say it took strength just to be here But I'll be losing all my strength just to be clear I be hangin' round the greatest of stars Same time, thinkin' of takin' it all They say suicide is disconnection from the you inside But if you survive, when the things gonna change! [Hook] Everyday is the same sh** I wake up to the same b**h Telling me I ain't sh** I'm anxious, when the things gonna change?