169 - Letting Go lyrics

[Verse: Chakkra Tara] I could never lie I was out in the night time with a dim shine Couldn't see the lines you were always fine From the inside where the hint lies Where your mom died to the outside Let us pray, hail Mary, full of grace What my father say Nobody will ever love you more than I And the day I die You and your brother will rise better than I He Never lied Never knew exactly what became of him But he was more alive At a certain time I gave the ties to my ride or die But we fell in time That's another story My mother named me what she named me because the original baby never made it That's my older brother R.I.P to the first breathe that he never took Adore my brothers but It's wild now Cause I'm seeing things more differently than I did a while Fell back a mile People got they own arrangements They ain't focused on the betterment of us They so impatient But don't forget girl let your heart speak carefully And let your And let your mind think fearfully Cause any minute life will take away someone whose dear to me I'm sorry engram that it ain't work out tween you and me But you loving me opened my eyes to something I've never seen You cared for a brother even when you saw the flaw in me Why you put me through that mess I guess that phase was meant for me to understand my logic had no reason Nothings clear to me, but I done grew out of that I pushed forward and told my sisters I would never go back But just because it didn't last don't mean the worth had gone black But now I know that this all temporary entertainment I used to follow the people who swallowed my dreams because I was mistaken See real eyes will realize when a person isn't for me But I guess I'm just like my father, love just doesn't work for me, damn Word from my brother you were something special like no other My lover, best friend, my connection, do you wonder, if we would've never plundered on the surface of things Getting too personal the purpose placed me back on the swing When I used to have no care at all for materialistic things And this cycle that we call love, will my happiness ever breathe [Hook: 169] Sometimes I feel like that I need to let go Will my happiness breathe, we'll never know Sometimes I feel like I need to let go Will my happiness breathe, we'll never know [Verse: Chakkra Tara] Last time, that was last time now I feel like somebody else She said who are you What's your name I couldn't tell u myself I just/ needed time to recover I needed time for myself Thank you to those who stood by Thank you to those who helped I've done so many wrongs within my past It was all due to the fact That I wasn't satisfied like that Couldn't gravitate towards this Couldn't simply have just that So I piled on emotions till one day it caught my back Finally found her the one I needed But now I got to make it better cause she not believing Yes I turned my life around, yet I am not proud of everything that I've done but I'm happy that I could make you smile And even though I understand where your heads at now Don't treat me less a man I chose to be here for you Look here now Hopefully the new hope in me will allow my heart to speak openly on my wrong doings But the dope in me won't cope wit me So I'm hoping we Yea [Outro: Chakkra Tara] I'm hoping that we somehow make it Baby please tell me we made it Look in my eyes Now I'm telling you we made it Sometimes I question baby will we ever make it When I'm alone I have no doubts bout how we'll make it You're more important than the world I know I'm facing Yea, the world I know I'm facing Yea